well as you can tell from the graphic, AF sadly showed up 2 days early so this month didn't happen for us...I had super high hopes for this cycle...Honestly, I was hoping to see a BFP before our trip to see my in-laws this weekend, especially since my 29 week pregnant sister-in-law & brother-in-law were in visiting...would have been nice.
Instead, I spent the weekend having belly envy. I know that's horrible, but I did. It didn't help that AF was there and making me even more moody, but it was a rough weekend for me. Everyone was talking about the baby {the baby was who was playing games with us}...talking about the nursery...talking about registering...talking about the shower...
So now we are back to square one this week...I'm going to chart, use OPKs, do EVERYTHING and ANYTHING possible to make this month our month.
Please don't get me wrong, I am super happy that my SIL/BIL are going to have a healthy baby boy and very happy too for all my friends that are pregnant as well...I just want it to be my turn. I'm ready for it to be my turn.
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I know this feeling -hugs- I don't think anyone judges you for having those feelings at all.
Think of the other things about being pregnant...swollen ankles, sore back...no sleep and definately not COFFEE in bed. Ever again. Gaining weight...pretty soon, you may not feel so bad...Enjoy the Spring and your husband..and...well, you know. Hoping with you.
Good luck sweetie, I hope next cycle is your last! *hugs*
*hugs* it is so totally normal and ok to feel that way. How could you not? I'm sorry you had such a tough weekend. I hope that this cycle ends in a BFP.
Wishing you the best, and hoping that this IS your month!!! :-)
Aww, hope you can have a baby soon. Glad you were able to hang in there even though it was hard being around someone else who is pregnant. Hang in there love.
I'm so sorry. I know exactly how you feel :( AF is due for me this week and I'm terrified. I think it's perfectly normal to have belly envy...I would too
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