- why is it when I have to live by a budget I find all these things I cannot live without?
- why when I create a menu plan for the week I don't follow it? Even for one meal? seriously?
- why do I even have a facebook page anymore. the whole thing is pretty overwhelming to me these days?
- why is today turning out to be a horrible, horrible day?
- why did I cry at my desk this morning? I hate showing signs of weakness at work...I think no one saw me...
- why does it feel like your 2ww is 3 months long? I'm 3DPO and it feels like it's been 2 weeks already...
- why am I having a hard time being happy right now?
I don't know why I'm in a funk right now...it started Monday evening. I moved desks at work this week so I'm actually a lot happier since I am finally around PEOPLE again. I think I was turning into a hermit crab...or is it just a hermit? I don't know....either works. I had a call from my amazing MIL Tuesday night that made me cry...she was telling me how much she missed me...is it weird that I get along with my MIL more than my family? I hope not. If it is, oh well. I am lucky to have her as a wonderful influence and someone to talk to. I honestly don't know why I'm so moody right now. I am happy our timing worked out with our baby making quest this month...I hope the egg mcmuffin is making its way to be implanted. I'm sorry my thoughts are all over the place...that's how my mind is functioning right now. I am trying to shake this mood...it drives me nuts being like this. I know part of it is one of my people I work for who sent me a nasty e-mail this morning...he is the reason I moved desk locations...the attitude i get, the lack of caring and attention for me, the fact he was thinking I should be his admin {I was not hired to do that and I will NOT do that...I do design work, and yes I have picked up some slack since teams were downsized, but NO I will not do your filing when you don't even show up to work half the time}...sorry for my outburst...sometimes it's hard to feel like part of anything here since I had been in my cave for so long here. I hope that this move will be great for me...already I feel more part of the other team{s} I work for...I hope to be able to be more integrated with them now since I am right next to them. They are great guys who DON'T send shitty emails that make me cry and be upset. I hope everyone is having a better day than mine {yep it's already 9:30 and it's crappy}...
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I am so sorry you are in a funk and that you are having a rough day. :( I hope things turn around soon. Sending you lots of hugs!
Man, that sucks that you had to start your day with his crappy email. I sure hope your day/week gets better...If it makes you feel any better there's a guy that I work with that likes to send me crappy emails at least once a month. It always "brightens" my day.
Try and have a rest of a good day :-)
omg! I also NEVER follow a meal plan when I plan it out! Everything else in the whole world seems more appetizing then what I have planned for the day!
that blows, i just started followin ur blog..so if it makes u feel a lil better, I luv it : )
thank you for the baby dust :) sending lots your way also! i have days of being all over the place too...it's good to get it out, though! hoping a lift in your spirits is in your near future! sending hugs!
*hugs* I hope today is better!
I'm sorry I didn't read this sooner.
I'm sorry you were in a funk. I'm glad you're feeling better that you've moved.
Screw that douchebag that emailed you. Give me his name and address and I'll kick his ass.
This is our month, lovey!
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