{in}fertility friday: being realistic...

I'm guessing now that I'm in my 21st cycle of ttc I should change the "fertility friday" to "{in}fertility friday".  I'm not sure why I didn't name it that to begin with, I guess denial. I guess even with me sucking at ttc something should have happened by now. I guess you can tell this past cycle was a bust...I'm on CD6. I'm going try everything in my power to make this cycle be successful. I would love to have a BFP by my birthday in August...and it would be even cooler if my first appointment at my new OB was a baby check-up too :)

Here's my game plan for July:

• BD...I'm realizing more and more that this is a VERY important step in this process...who would have thunk it?
• Pee on stuff...I'm ordering some new OPKs since I ran out a couple months ago.
• Use preseed...thank goodness for this stuff...
• Temping...I am on the fence about temping right now. I am such a horrible sleeper that I think it messes up my numbers. I *always* wind up having to get up in the middle of the night so I don't think my body ever gets to the right number...I might try, but I'm not banking on it.
• Listen and relax...I'm planning on using Circle + Bloom every night. I sleep better {which might help with the whole temping thing} and it relaxes me...you know, since I should just relax :)

Not sure if it'll happen...I know I'll get my little Nutter Butter when it's God's timing, but I'm going to do everything I can to have everything be ideal to let it happen. I have made an appointment {thanks Lisa for pushing me} at a new OB...my friend Ashley uses her and calls her Dr. Lucky so I'm thinking the 2 month weight is worth it! Plus if Ash rearranges her appointment I might get to go in with her to hear little {ok big boy} Gavin's heartbeat which would be awesome!