I'm tired y'all. Just tired.
Every month I get my hopes up. Every month it's a bfn.
I'm beyond frustrated. I really thought this past month was going to be it. Seriously.
I'm not going to pee on anything this month. I might BD. I might watch my CM. I don't know. Right now I don't have a fight in me. I'm thankful I have an appointment with Dr. Lucky {thanks again Ashes} on September 1st. I hope my new OB can shed some light on what's wrong with me...why I keep watching friend after friend get pregnant while I sit by just watching and waiting...
I want my bfp.
11 brilliant insights:
I'm so sorry your going through this :( Month after month I keep thinking this way be it as well and it ends with bfn's. We're about to the year and 1/2 mark now. I'll say a prayer that this month is more sucessful for you and that your apt on the 1st goes well.
Tillie...luv...BREATH
Then cry, scream, throw something, cuss if you feel the need. Go wash your face and put one foot in front of the other. I know you are ready in the worst way to be a mom and I really believe it is going to happen (in God's timing) not ours. You have a blessed life that you have worked SO hard for. Try to remember that there is a reason for everything, including the wait for your little miracle baby. When he/she comes they will be loved and cherished (and spoiled) tremendously and you will have such a story to tell about how wanted they were. Love you and am praying for you all.
it's frustrating for sure and definitely makes you tired. but you just have to keep on.
I totally get this post.
Sometimes it all just gets too much. The 5 year mark was like that for me and then again at the 7 year mark. The 10 year mark last year was like the line in the sand for me and yet I still can't give up totally.
Take a break.
Next month, track N-O-T-H-I-N-G.
BD if you feel like it, if you don't, then don't. Here's the hard part - try not to think about a baby and just enjoy being together.
Sometimes the soul and more importantly heart, need a break, even if it's just a month!
xx
Poor girl. :( You don't know me, but I'd totally give you a hug if I could. What Miss Ruby said was GENIUS. Listen to her, take a short break, and just enjoy your life with your sweetheart. Often, those things that you want most in life come to you when you least expect them.
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Bah, I hate feeling that way. I'm so sorry u have to go through this. I agree with all the forementioned comments, just know we are all ur cyberspace cheerleaders and support team! *hugs*
I'm so sorry hun!!! I hope your new doctor can give you some answers. Have you seen a re yet?
HUGS. It sounds like a break from peeing on things is just what you need. Sometimes tracking all that crap is just too much. Hoping your new doctor will give you some answers.
*hugs* i'm so sorry. i've still got my fingers and toes crossed for you
*hugs* Your time will come and Dr. Lucky will help. Because he's Lucky! :)
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