Friday, August 13, 2010

{in}fertility friday: trying but not...


Thanks all my awesome peeps for your encouragement last week. Sometimes this whole TTC thing just becomes way too much...hell sometimes life becomes too much.

This past week was horrible...most nights not going home till dark. Last night I left work about 7 and got home and had an invite to my amazing neighbor's house...they have 3 kids between them so the kids all played with each other upstairs and I got to drink!!! Hallelujah it was a lifesaver. The thing I forgot I liked most about drinking? The fun later at night with Gene hahaha!

So TTC wise, with the month not looking much better at work we are going to BD...but not on a schedule. We are going to BD when we want...I'm not going to track O...I am just going to let things happen if they want to. Seeing Dr. Lucky at the end of this cycle will be what I'm looking forward to...hopefully she can shed some light and figure if I need to go to a RE or what. I am hoping not...maybe it's something simple...maybe it just really isn't our time yet. I know God will let things happen when it's his timing. It's hard to remember that. I know it will happen someday. I just have to learn to be patient {and anyone who knows me realizes THAT is pretty damn impossible}.

ps -- only 2 more days till my birthday :) i like sparkly things...and expensive shoes lol

5 brilliant insights:

Katie said...

I hope you get a chance to enjoy this weekend after such a rough week. Kick back, relax, grab a drink, and have some un-timed sex! :) Oh, and happy early birthday!!! I hope you have an amazing day. You deserve it.

Kaitlin said...

I need to get you a present! Hmm...

I hope this cycle is nice and relaxing for you. And I also hope this is it!

<3

Natalie said...

yea! birthdays!!! have a wonderful bday...i hope ur hubby gets u that sparkly thing....oooo sparkles

Waiting Lisa said...

I hope you enjoy your birthday weekend!! <3

Amber said...

There's something so liberating about being able to BD anytime you darn well want to, isn't there? :) Enjoy it!

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