Tuesday, September 6, 2011

New Directions...


No not the New Directions on Glee...but seriously when is this show back on the air? I need me some Will.

At this moment I feel like my life is spinning in a million and one different directions. I don't know what my life has become or where it's going.

I know I'm in a depression right now...I cannot seem to be Susy Sunshine at this moment. I don't have to be that. I have to be me. I want to be me.

I want things to change, but I don't know exactly what.

I need to be happy again.

I'm trying people. I really am.

I don't know what the future will bring for me. I don't know what path I'm going to take.

I need direction. Or two or three.

5 comments:

Jessa said...

Can't give you much more then a virtual ((HUG)), but hopefully that helps a little. :)

Kristin said...

Sweetie, you don't have to be Suzy Sunshine. We're a good crowd to dump it all on because most of us have spent some time in that dark place.

{{{Hugs}}}, love, and prayers.

whitkae said...

from one idk what the heck i'm doing with my life/the road not taken/someone throw me a bone/shouldn't i know what I want to do with my life-er to another, hang in there. my theory is eventually it will all work itself out. perhaps a mental health day is in order?

JJ said...

Sending you hugs and love, friend. Wishing you a light at the end of the tunnel -- 2011 has just NOT been kind!

michelle said...

have you thought about therapy? it could really help you weed through the marshes back to your true self

<3 *hugs*